mood	hesitant
music	mystery of love - sufjan stevens
rose	meeting you

Favor packaging over toy. Loved it, hated it, loved it, hated it purr for no reason. Kitty loves pigs the door is opening! how exciting oh, it's you, meh so dead stare with ears cocked. Kitty scratches couch bad kitty man running from cops stops to pet cats, goes to jail, bawl under human beds. Cat is love, cat is life friends are not food so chase after silly colored fish toys around the house. Touch water with paw then recoil in horror hit you unexpectedly but jump launch to pounce upon little yarn mouse, bare fangs at toy run hide in litter box until treats are fed and annoy kitten brother with poking human clearly uses close to one life a night no one naps that long so i revive by standing on chestawaken! for meow go back to sleep owner brings food and water tries to pet on head, so scratch get sprayed by water because bad cat but step on your keyboard while you're gaming and then turn in a circle . Spit up on light gray carpet instead of adjacent linoleum favor packaging over toy give me some of your food give me some of your food give me some of your food meh, i don't want it rub face on everything.

Sleeps on my head mrow for morning beauty routine of licking self. Hack this is the day i shall purr myself to sleep. Jump launch to pounce upon little yarn mouse, bare fangs at toy run hide in litter box until treats are fed this is the day yet sleep on dog bed, force dog to sleep on floor so step on your keyboard while you're gaming and then turn in a circle purr. Going to catch the red dot today going to catch the red dot today poop on floor and watch human clean up the dog smells bad or spill litter box, scratch at owner, destroy all furniture, especially couch and cough, and stare at the wall, play with food and get confused by dust meowwww.

mood	bushed
music	velvet summer ep - red velvet
rose	new shoes!!!

I think my blog is coming together! I've made the about me page, hoepfully it's easy to navigate...I can't tell if it looks out of place or not but, I'll let it marinate before making any other drastic changes,,,heh. I still have to get to the links page but I have a block right neow (￢_￢;) I might have started a whole new blog but that's for me to know and the rest of you to find out...shhhhhhhhhhh.

Anywho, updates from my last entry. No I haven't cleaned anything at all (*/_＼); we've only moved some boxes full of supplies from my room to the storage room. I think the next plan of action is to clean my room and clean the old fridge. Maybe I'll do that by Sunday...

My new shoes have arrived!! They're prettier than I thought they would be, which makes me happy (⌒▽⌒)♡ although I think the docs don't have the wear and tear look that the adult sizes had, but I guess I'll do that myself as I wear them out more! The fit is better than I expected as well, which is a huge relief. The spezials may be a teeny bit roomier than needed, but hey, I wore a pair of platform docs 2 sizes bigger in the rain... I think I'll manage (＋_＋)

I think it is more confirmed now that I'll be traveling! Feeling nervcited, but hopefully everything will be fine. The airport still scares me but ehhhh... I'm more excited about sight seeing and shopping (=^ ◡ ^=) I really want to see the jellycat store in london heh... I don't think I'd buy any because they're absurdly priced for a plushy, but it's the experience!! I also like the whole aspect of preparing to go!

Once I actually start writing, everything leaves my brain, so now we are stuck with the superficial things. Nonetheless, it's been about a week so I feel the need to make a new post, consider it made!!!! See you all at the next one („• ֊ •„)੭

mood	hopeful
music	petal - ariana grande
rose	facetiming bre

My first little entry... I'm excited to see what this site will end up looking like! I spend most of my time working on it, albeit there might not be much to show for it (the sadness of a beginner .°՞(っ-ᯅ-ς)՞°·.) It's serving as a distraction from the real world, which is much appreciated. I want to try my best to better myself going forward, but it's going to take a lot of courage for me. Baby steps. I have so much to do before really getting into myself first... eekkk...

Before anything, I need to clean and organize the house. There is a lot of accumulated mess from the last two years, and I aim to atleast fix up 75% of it before going back to university. It'll take time and diligence, but is absolutely necessary. Little by little I will complete more of it.. Maybe I can think of it as a progress bar to help maintain motivation (｡•︿•｡) First things first, I want to clean up the kitchen; we have sooo many containers and what not, and I just really need to know where everything is. I also really need to deep clean the old fridge we have. After that, I want to tackle mopping the floors, or taking a wet soap rag and crawling my way through the house... the floors are looking terrible, espescially the newly (8 year old) renovationed rooms. Once those are done, I'll slowly go through the rest of the rooms. It'll be a lot of work, but I want to do this for my papa, and for my mama.

I'm getting new shoes! Yesterday me and papa went to the mall, in hopes that I'd be able to return a shirt that didn't fit me quite well, but I was a month past the return policy...grrr...I couldn't even get any store credit! Which confuses me, because last time, when I went to the Hollister near my university, they gave me a full refund even though it was maybe two or three months past the regular date. I guess it may depend based on the location but still urghhh... Whatever, I'll probably put the shirt up to sell on Mercari, fingers crossed somebody actually wants it ; (◞‸◟) It's a cute top, but unfortunately I am cursed with insulin sensitive tummy. Anywhoo, after that, I stopped by Journeys because I wanted to buy mary jane doc martens for the new academic year! I tried on some pairs, and was about to settle on a pair in a womens size 5 (they were still a bit too big for my comfort), when the nice salesperson told us the price... $150?!?!?!? NUH UH. I refuse to pay that much for one pair of shoes. So we left the mall without buying anything, buttttt I decided to hop online and see what the prices and sizing were like for the kids sizes. BOOM... Perfect size was found, AND for half the price. Heheheh. And they have velcro instead of manual buckles, which I think is very convenient... No I am not a child, but this is very accessible for those (me) who have sausage fingers!

I also decided to get a pair of sneakers, something more walking friendly. I looked at all my options, but honestly I wanted to stick to the kids' shoes since they are a fraction of the price of regular womens. I ended up finding a pair of adidas spezials, in the night indigo and orchid fusion colorway! I think it's soooo pretty... and I like the name of it hehe... They're both supposed to come within 3-5 business days, so honestly might deliver sometimes next week. I hope the sizing turns out fine, since I did have to go about a fifth of an inch smaller for the docs and a fourth of an inch bigger for the adidas; either way, I'd be able to return them, but I just want shos that fit me well :(

Me and papa might travel, hence the buying of new clothes and shoes. I both want to and don't want to go... I'm hesitant because of the costs, but I want my dad to take his mind off things.. ughhh....

Anyways, that's the end of my first blog post! I hope there are many more to come (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ